I MISS HIM!
Well MY LIFE offically SUCKS ASS more than any of yours. Monday night in the middle of the night I get a phone call that I did not want to hear. Well that same day I had a dream(well nightmare) that Justin was in jail..later that night he called me from jail. Lovely huh? Well now I'm going fucking crazy I miss him so much I like just lay in my bed flipping the channels on TV. All I can think about is him. It's so weird, it's like I want to be mad at him but I just can't, but I bet my life if he goes to jail one more time for something like this I will break-up with him. No, no I won't..I feel terrible when I say that. They sent him to Polk county. He is in POLK COUNTY..fucking LAKELAND where flute camp is..and damn I loved flute camp so much..now when I hear Lakeland I freak the fuck out. Well I'm going to bask in depression while eat till i can't breathe and pass out now..So goodnight.