Why does it rain
one shouldn't speak to me about love or much less, challenge me with the notion of love
i feel ive been through possibly enough to know what the meaning of these four letters can mean
maybe not much, some might feel, just cos i havent exactly been in many relationships to begin with
yet loving does not always necessarily mean being with in the very first place.
i've learnt what it's like to trust
what it's like to cry and feel sad about
what it's like to love unconditionally and not asking for anything in return
and above all, i think ive learnt
how it's like to do something against my will, yet NOT knowing i will regret in future
but knowing i WONT regret it in future.
bound to this constant struggle but it's okay
cos once the pain is over, i wont look upon this pain any longer in future
so im doing what's best for myself
im like putting my heart through an emotional rollercoaster
knowing i may feel like as though the whole world is not by my side right now
but i'll be alright in future, i know i will
there's a reason why ive taken a liking to Disney since young
maybe it's the way my heart has been accustomed since i was a child
always smiling so innocently at the words 'happily ever after'
i knew right away, nothing was too good to be true
but Disney made me cherish this hope, one way or another
i didnt know loving someone could be THIS hard.
it really doesnt matter if you dont act upon or do anything about it,
i will save myself in time, dont worry about me
cos im just being
human.
i feel ive been through possibly enough to know what the meaning of these four letters can mean
maybe not much, some might feel, just cos i havent exactly been in many relationships to begin with
yet loving does not always necessarily mean being with in the very first place.
i've learnt what it's like to trust
what it's like to cry and feel sad about
what it's like to love unconditionally and not asking for anything in return
and above all, i think ive learnt
how it's like to do something against my will, yet NOT knowing i will regret in future
but knowing i WONT regret it in future.
bound to this constant struggle but it's okay
cos once the pain is over, i wont look upon this pain any longer in future
so im doing what's best for myself
im like putting my heart through an emotional rollercoaster
knowing i may feel like as though the whole world is not by my side right now
but i'll be alright in future, i know i will
there's a reason why ive taken a liking to Disney since young
maybe it's the way my heart has been accustomed since i was a child
always smiling so innocently at the words 'happily ever after'
i knew right away, nothing was too good to be true
but Disney made me cherish this hope, one way or another
i didnt know loving someone could be THIS hard.
it really doesnt matter if you dont act upon or do anything about it,
i will save myself in time, dont worry about me
cos im just being
human.