I don't blame you for being you...

Jun 11, 2005 21:50

I can't take this place much more. I really, really was doing alright there for like 10 minutes. Why did I come back here? I hate living in Willard. I hate getting up every day and doing the same stuff that means absolutely nothing. I feel like such a waste and a disappointment.

I love the people I hang out with, but no one ever calls me unless they need something. I'm everyone's last resort. No one ever wants to talk to me (except for creeps from myspace). Speaking of which, I absolutely LOVE how every single creepy asshole withing a 20 mile radius who has a computer finds their way to my myspace profile. I love their spelling skills even more. Fucking don't talk to me if you can't spell. Really. If I ever meet you, I'll probably knock your teeth out.

I think I need new friends. Or something. A change of scenery? An ice cream cone? Nothing ever keeps me happy for more than a couple hours. I need help. I just want to be able to make it through an entire day without getting mad, disappointed, or upset.

How hard is it to return a phone call?

In other news... HOLY SHIT!!!! ----> August 20, Showbread and Blindside are playing at HYAMP. Oh yes. July 16 I'm going to see Fear Before the March of Flames there... and Fud on July 30 probably.
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