could this day get any better??
so... i'm happier than i've been in SOOOOOOOOOOO long... for sooooooooo many reasons... but too many to go into right now... i'm just scared this wont last... b/c it happend so fast... n i'm afraid it can just be taken away just that fast... w/e... i'm happy... n i guess thats all that counts...
to sum it all up... sarah n i had a REALLY awesome convo tonight afta a lot of my happiness...
Nsync5bsb4pigs: today... seems to be going great
Nsync5bsb4pigs: idk...
Nsync5bsb4pigs: its just... i'm sooooooo happy for once
Nsync5bsb4pigs: n i'm kind scared
Nsync5bsb4pigs: b/c i havnet been so happy n a while
Nsync5bsb4pigs: n i'm just afraid as fast as this ahppend... it can all be taken away again
SAS1113: let it happen
SAS1113: don't be afraid
Nsync5bsb4pigs: i am
Nsync5bsb4pigs: i really am
Nsync5bsb4pigs: like... for the first time in prob about a month... i thanked dave for making my day
Nsync5bsb4pigs: b/c he did
Nsync5bsb4pigs: i think its got somethign to do w/some1 speical though...
Nsync5bsb4pigs: n i shold prob be thanking the sky, or G-d or idk who/what... but i feel like this day was meant to be special b/c some1 special really luved me n cared about me... n knew me well enough to give me a hand when things werent quite going my way
Nsync5bsb4pigs: *n if that made NO sense... i'm sry...
Nsync5bsb4pigs: today happens to be 6 months from when my favorite teacher (my chorus teacher) passed away...
n i kno most of the pplz who read this know what today was/is... but w/e...
Kristoff... you've made my day again... when i'm not sure if u've even meant to... thanks for still seeming to be there for me...
~*~always in my heart with music that filled my soul~*~
to sum it all up... sarah n i had a REALLY awesome convo tonight afta a lot of my happiness...
Nsync5bsb4pigs: today... seems to be going great
Nsync5bsb4pigs: idk...
Nsync5bsb4pigs: its just... i'm sooooooo happy for once
Nsync5bsb4pigs: n i'm kind scared
Nsync5bsb4pigs: b/c i havnet been so happy n a while
Nsync5bsb4pigs: n i'm just afraid as fast as this ahppend... it can all be taken away again
SAS1113: let it happen
SAS1113: don't be afraid
Nsync5bsb4pigs: i am
Nsync5bsb4pigs: i really am
Nsync5bsb4pigs: like... for the first time in prob about a month... i thanked dave for making my day
Nsync5bsb4pigs: b/c he did
Nsync5bsb4pigs: i think its got somethign to do w/some1 speical though...
Nsync5bsb4pigs: n i shold prob be thanking the sky, or G-d or idk who/what... but i feel like this day was meant to be special b/c some1 special really luved me n cared about me... n knew me well enough to give me a hand when things werent quite going my way
Nsync5bsb4pigs: *n if that made NO sense... i'm sry...
Nsync5bsb4pigs: today happens to be 6 months from when my favorite teacher (my chorus teacher) passed away...
n i kno most of the pplz who read this know what today was/is... but w/e...
Kristoff... you've made my day again... when i'm not sure if u've even meant to... thanks for still seeming to be there for me...
~*~always in my heart with music that filled my soul~*~