Lauren-Help Mee!
Well, today was an interesting day. Bethany found out Dillon Kennedy didn't like her-she was so bummed- and I was happy because Colin Kennedy said he likes me, so this weekend Scotty, (LoL) Dillon, Colin, and me, Paige, Beth, and Chels are all going to the movies! Then today at Cheer Paige and I went early then Brian-as usual-was totally flirting with me but I kinda like somebody else. Then Alan walked up and this kidd Chris like really likes me and I don't like him, so last Saturday Alan walks up and he's all like, "Chris likes you a lot do you like him?" And I was all, "Sorry but no." Then he's all, "Well I dunno what to say to him cuz I don't want to be mean." then I'm all, "Well then tell him were going out." He's all, "okay." And while Chris was standing right there, I said "Bye Alan!" And gave him a hug and a kiss and Chris's mouth dropped. He was so pissed. Then today, Alan and I walked up, holding hands and went and talked to Chris. It was so funny because he thinks were actually going out. And he's all madd- He goes, "why don't you two go make out or something." So were all, "okay!" and walk away. It was funny. Anyways. Today me and terese were on the phone and she's all, "Give me 6 words that ppl say describe you." So I'm all, "Why?" Then she's all, "My brother wants to know!" So I'm all, "Okay then- Fun, Friendly, Romantic, Seductive, Flirtatious, and Entrancing." Then Terese is all, "your so my brother's type!" And I'm all, "WTF! We just broke up because he's stressed and says he doesn't want to take it out on me, and still love's me ALOT and all this chit and now your talking to me about him AGAIN! Football season isn't even over and you want me to start crying again-You know how it feels to like someone for 3 1/2 years Terese? NO! Then you finally get to go out with him, everything's so perfect, then god damn stupid chit happens and after football he wants to go back out! AND THEN when he's around me he still grabbs my ass like were going out! And then if he sees me talking to some other guys he calls me over to him likes he's all jealous! And I'm not jealous when I see him talking w/ other girls, I don't jump on his back, I try not to think about it because I am still maddly in love with this boy and you want me to cry again!?!" I felt kinda bad afterward but hey-At least I'm honest. And the sad thing is, I ment everything I said.