Homecoming Dance.
Last night was the best and worst night I've had in a while.
The dance was pretty cool. They actually played white people music. aw yeah! I danced a little bit and made a few people mad at me. As told by 3 different people, I flirted with David a little too much and now everybody thinks I like him. Me and Ash actually got to hang out a little afterwards which was really cool. I miss hanging out with her. <33. Jackie's really cool too. After the dance Jennifer G. invited me, Casey, and David to go with her, her brother Jared, his gf, Lauren, Danielle G., Michael, and this girl Ashley to Bennigan's. It was so funny trying to get to Jennifer's house cuz Jared can't drive for anything so yeah. We dropped Casey's car off over by Jennifer's house and then followed Jared to Ashley's house and then to the restaurant. Casey ended up missing curfew by 10 mins. lol. At least she didn't get punished....
I got my pics developed today. So cute. My sister almost freaked when she saw what I wore, just for the simple fact that I don't look 17 when I up. She told me I should've tried to get into a club. har har.
Right now I really wish I could have somebody to talk to that could understand me. I mean I can't even talk to Casey 'cause lately the only thing she can tell me is "go with whatever you think is right." She use to give me all kinds of advice but lately whenever I ask her something it's whatever I think I should do. How is that gonna help me when I don't know myself?? Maybe she's just as lost and confused as I am but it's all starting to bother me. I'm now realizing how much she's helped me with decisions and with advice that I don't know what to do.
hmmm.
-nik
The dance was pretty cool. They actually played white people music. aw yeah! I danced a little bit and made a few people mad at me. As told by 3 different people, I flirted with David a little too much and now everybody thinks I like him. Me and Ash actually got to hang out a little afterwards which was really cool. I miss hanging out with her. <33. Jackie's really cool too. After the dance Jennifer G. invited me, Casey, and David to go with her, her brother Jared, his gf, Lauren, Danielle G., Michael, and this girl Ashley to Bennigan's. It was so funny trying to get to Jennifer's house cuz Jared can't drive for anything so yeah. We dropped Casey's car off over by Jennifer's house and then followed Jared to Ashley's house and then to the restaurant. Casey ended up missing curfew by 10 mins. lol. At least she didn't get punished....
I got my pics developed today. So cute. My sister almost freaked when she saw what I wore, just for the simple fact that I don't look 17 when I up. She told me I should've tried to get into a club. har har.
Right now I really wish I could have somebody to talk to that could understand me. I mean I can't even talk to Casey 'cause lately the only thing she can tell me is "go with whatever you think is right." She use to give me all kinds of advice but lately whenever I ask her something it's whatever I think I should do. How is that gonna help me when I don't know myself?? Maybe she's just as lost and confused as I am but it's all starting to bother me. I'm now realizing how much she's helped me with decisions and with advice that I don't know what to do.
hmmm.
-nik