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Ehh
Life is boring.
Today [since it was a rainy day] I was like scolding myself.
NO IM NOT SAYING ANY OF THIS FOR ATTENTION. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT/WANNA READ IT GO DIE.
And I was like "why do you have to be so ugly and fat?"
It's getting really annoying because for a period of time I didn't care about how I looked.
But everyone keeps getting prettier.
So I try to look my best.
Which never works.
Because I never look good.
Or skinny.
Or anything.
Except
Fat Lauren.
Anyways
I'm getting really involved with Kevin[I don't know what that means but I felt like saying it and I think I used it correctly]
But back to the point. I really love/like Kevin.
And I know he won't hurt me.
But I'm not used to like being this involved, and I actaully trust him which I usually wouldn't do.
<3
Oh and Jackie I know that your going through a really hard, rough time, but remember I'm always here for you. NO MATTER WHAT.
I love you.
<333333
Life is boring.
Today [since it was a rainy day] I was like scolding myself.
NO IM NOT SAYING ANY OF THIS FOR ATTENTION. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT/WANNA READ IT GO DIE.
And I was like "why do you have to be so ugly and fat?"
It's getting really annoying because for a period of time I didn't care about how I looked.
But everyone keeps getting prettier.
So I try to look my best.
Which never works.
Because I never look good.
Or skinny.
Or anything.
Except
Fat Lauren.
Anyways
I'm getting really involved with Kevin[I don't know what that means but I felt like saying it and I think I used it correctly]
But back to the point. I really love/like Kevin.
And I know he won't hurt me.
But I'm not used to like being this involved, and I actaully trust him which I usually wouldn't do.
<3
Oh and Jackie I know that your going through a really hard, rough time, but remember I'm always here for you. NO MATTER WHAT.
I love you.
<333333