Just another ho-hum day.
I'm bored today. I don't know why. I've got plenty to do but I just can't seem to get on with it.
Perhaps it's because the relationship with my wife has taken another turn for the worse. Why? Because of things that have only happened in my wife's imagination. Can I prove that? Sadly no - at least not in a way that she would accept.
I really don't know what to do any more. As soon as I think things are getting better, POW! Something (usually completely outside my control) goes wrong and we're back where we started, or worse.
So here I am. Feeling tired, lonely and if I'm honest a little bit angry. That's never a good thing. It was feelings like this which in a moment of combined stupidity and weakness led to me seeking an intimate friendship outside my marriage. I'm just glad that I'm not the same person I once was. I'm not going to make the same mistakes again.
Perhaps it's because the relationship with my wife has taken another turn for the worse. Why? Because of things that have only happened in my wife's imagination. Can I prove that? Sadly no - at least not in a way that she would accept.
I really don't know what to do any more. As soon as I think things are getting better, POW! Something (usually completely outside my control) goes wrong and we're back where we started, or worse.
So here I am. Feeling tired, lonely and if I'm honest a little bit angry. That's never a good thing. It was feelings like this which in a moment of combined stupidity and weakness led to me seeking an intimate friendship outside my marriage. I'm just glad that I'm not the same person I once was. I'm not going to make the same mistakes again.