yeah, i know stop complaining, well, i won't

[flrtysweety1642]

ugh
o feel so wierd
lately, it's like
where do i go
where do i fit in
i mean, is it like people hate me or something, cause i just kinda feel like i've been losing friends
like people just leave me
i mean, this has happened with two people
cause i'm not kewl enough or something?
i mean, what the fuck is that about?
ugh, i just, i miss it
miss the fun times
miss laughing
miss everything
miss being able to say whatever
and i just wonder why, i mean, what did i do?
we were friends, good friends, i wonder what happened
and sometimes i feel so sad, like crying, cause everything's falling apart, and it's not just this problem
it's everyting
people think there's nothing wrong with my life
i'm just good at holding it in
it doesn't show,
and i don't want it to
but i feel like i'm loosing a grip on everything
this really sucks, a lot
i don't know what to do
or who to talk to
because the people i can talk to
don't quite understand
and the people that do understand
are the ones that aren't here for me anymore
so it's over
and nobody's reading this, so i guess it's okay to post it