sadness...should i just let the tears fall?
so i guess i have a lot of shit to work out. and i cant talk about them all on line because i dont need my sisters finding this shit and then telling my mom that im depressed and all this shit when im not. im just upset and over stressed. and i really wish i had someone to talk to. but i dont.and it sucks. and i really miss the good times when everything didnt hurt so much. and the only reason for me to cry is because i fell down and scraped my knee. but its not like that anymore. and the fact is that everything just hurts one way or another. i cant cry about it because someone will hear me here. i cant be upset about it at school because i dont need anymore of those days. so theres nothing for me to do. no real way for me to vent wats really going on in my head. shrinks dont help for shit. all they do is nod their fucking heads and charge you and your insurance a shitload of money. what good are they. ugh. i wish everything would just go away. i really wish all the pain would stop. i just wish i could do something anything really to get rid of these problems.