Snow And Lights
Here i am sitting here at 3:33 am dont even know what im feelin and fuck i cant write
shouldnt think anymore. i hate it so much that it wasnt meant to be, im so stupid but i cant change what i feel. I think of all the people that want girlfriends or boyfriends and they cant get them, but i had a great one but the way i feel is different then the way i think, you think you can hide it, but it comes back and gets you then you second guess and you keep on goin back and forth with it untill you decide you stick with it or leave it,im only 15 i dont know what love is, and i wish that i knew what it was so i could feel the same, brainwashed its all brainwash, just wasnt meant to be
shouldnt think anymore. i hate it so much that it wasnt meant to be, im so stupid but i cant change what i feel. I think of all the people that want girlfriends or boyfriends and they cant get them, but i had a great one but the way i feel is different then the way i think, you think you can hide it, but it comes back and gets you then you second guess and you keep on goin back and forth with it untill you decide you stick with it or leave it,im only 15 i dont know what love is, and i wish that i knew what it was so i could feel the same, brainwashed its all brainwash, just wasnt meant to be