Make you draw the line
It's 6 months since I've sat down to think about my life. I've visited but I didn't mention my life simply because I think there needed to be more than my daily wanderings.
I'm living in Newport 111 and I want to rearrange my room, as a matter of fact Jeff is going to help me with that tomorrow. There just isn't anything new, classes were demanding and now that I'm on break I'm glad. I miss the rigor but not the stress. And I realized that even if I don't have any stressors I create them. As of right now I'm focusing too much attention of my body when I should just realize that I am as I am meant to be. A biped that happened to learn to talk.
I saw some pictures of Dorian with his girlfriend, she's beautiful. And it hurts that he considers it nothing to hook up with whatever girl he can. But from the looks of it she has the same liberty. I just don't understand.
I'd like a list of books to read. Classics, horror, anything really. Just a list of books that I should read before I die.
Last night we got the news that a student committed suicide on campus and though this may sound dumb, since I didn't know her, I wept. I wept because I'm terrified to think that maybe I could have helped but as usual I was too absorbed in my own nothing to notice her. But I was told that I should only worry about the things I can change otherwise the world will tear me up.
I'm living in Newport 111 and I want to rearrange my room, as a matter of fact Jeff is going to help me with that tomorrow. There just isn't anything new, classes were demanding and now that I'm on break I'm glad. I miss the rigor but not the stress. And I realized that even if I don't have any stressors I create them. As of right now I'm focusing too much attention of my body when I should just realize that I am as I am meant to be. A biped that happened to learn to talk.
I saw some pictures of Dorian with his girlfriend, she's beautiful. And it hurts that he considers it nothing to hook up with whatever girl he can. But from the looks of it she has the same liberty. I just don't understand.
I'd like a list of books to read. Classics, horror, anything really. Just a list of books that I should read before I die.
Last night we got the news that a student committed suicide on campus and though this may sound dumb, since I didn't know her, I wept. I wept because I'm terrified to think that maybe I could have helped but as usual I was too absorbed in my own nothing to notice her. But I was told that I should only worry about the things I can change otherwise the world will tear me up.