Confused.
I woke up today seriously depressed, and I don't know why... I'm trying to explore why, so that's what this blog is here for.
I go to work today at 4. There is this manager that I always have a fear of having to work with there. I don't really know why, because it usually ends up being ok. But i know how backstabbing she is, and that she is trying to get all of the other managers fired, when she is the one who should be getting fired. She always proclaims that 'the store manager' now says we have to do this, we can't do that, that she is becoming angry about blah blah blah... which made me afraid to work under the store manager for awhile... but I've come to realize that this manager is being a bit dodgy and Shift-like. She styles herself as the official mouthpiece of the store manager. When I actually talk to the store manager about a certain issue, she always clarifies. It never turns out to be as bad as the other manager says it is. Except for the chicken.
OH GOD THE CHICKEN. I want a job where there are no stumbling blocks about my religion. I hate having to starve at work while everyone else gets to eat just because I'm not allowed to have the ONE THING on the menu I CAN EAT. Yes, being kosher- being Jewish is a choice, but I didn't know i had to compromise my religious beliefs to hold a job!! JUST LET ME EAT SOME FUCKING CHICKEN PEOPLE!
And NO ONE UNDERSTANDS that I WILL NOT WORK ON SATURDAY. Yet again, another religious thing. SORRY I WANT TO FOLLOW MY RELIGIOUS BELIEFS. No....NOT SORRY!!!!
Oh well, If i am fired from this job, then I can get another one. One way or the other, someone will hire me. Somewhere.
wow. i feel better. but still sad. a little.
I go to work today at 4. There is this manager that I always have a fear of having to work with there. I don't really know why, because it usually ends up being ok. But i know how backstabbing she is, and that she is trying to get all of the other managers fired, when she is the one who should be getting fired. She always proclaims that 'the store manager' now says we have to do this, we can't do that, that she is becoming angry about blah blah blah... which made me afraid to work under the store manager for awhile... but I've come to realize that this manager is being a bit dodgy and Shift-like. She styles herself as the official mouthpiece of the store manager. When I actually talk to the store manager about a certain issue, she always clarifies. It never turns out to be as bad as the other manager says it is. Except for the chicken.
OH GOD THE CHICKEN. I want a job where there are no stumbling blocks about my religion. I hate having to starve at work while everyone else gets to eat just because I'm not allowed to have the ONE THING on the menu I CAN EAT. Yes, being kosher- being Jewish is a choice, but I didn't know i had to compromise my religious beliefs to hold a job!! JUST LET ME EAT SOME FUCKING CHICKEN PEOPLE!
And NO ONE UNDERSTANDS that I WILL NOT WORK ON SATURDAY. Yet again, another religious thing. SORRY I WANT TO FOLLOW MY RELIGIOUS BELIEFS. No....NOT SORRY!!!!
Oh well, If i am fired from this job, then I can get another one. One way or the other, someone will hire me. Somewhere.
wow. i feel better. but still sad. a little.