if he spins fast enough then maybe the broken peices of his heart will stay together

[flowrsandrobots]

settle in for the night,
it's the quiet life you've been waiting for.
and all that you want, it will be there.
well, don't you believe me?
well, don't believe me anymore.
i see you're scared as you stand on those stairs.
i don't ask because you won't come back to me.
my heart grows heavy.
you can't start when you're not ready for this.
i know its fast.
the hesitation dies but you won't outlast.
by the time you see what's left the distance will grow.
i suppose you're all out of breath and i should have known.
it feels like nothing but a hand keeps touching your heart.
the first time you can't make sure.
you better hold still, you're so smart.
my heart, your hand.
i swear i understand.

i will never sleep again,
i'll never even close my eyes.