don't ever go away from here and i will never go away

Feb 11, 2003 00:45

Walking off alone with your back to the one
you said you loved.
Stepping out of skin we grew together in as never ending.
But you ended it.
Upprepared for the hardered coldness,
I could not detect it in your eyes.
And every moment that I had to give
was dedicated by your side.
Of all the nights we held each other, dear..
Never did I dream your grip would end.
And your breath against my neck.. I fear..
Was my only reason for breathing.
I will always miss you.
According to the facts,
so casually you lay before me..
Off your interest died.
Im nodding with your head, just to agree
And going agains what I know in mine.
I need a promise not a prediction
of when this will resolve.
'Ok.'
If it is never, then at least I know.
Ill go without my dignity and say..
I will always miss you.
I am a skeleton on display.
---

there are no words for this. i might as well be dead.
not too long ago you said these words:

"maybe if i could afford to play those games with, but im not going to, youre too beautiful and amazing...You are beautiful and I need you. We will be together, dont worry...Nobody is as wonderful and amazing as you are and have always been....Please just believe me. I only want you. You are perfect for me, and theres nobody else i want. I cant compare anyone to you."

i can only hope you still mean them.
i will be on tomorrow.
you said to have faith in this and i did.
now it's your turn.
please don't give up on us.
---
It hasn't been that long
Since we drank to the sunset, until it was gone
And down with it went our pain and fear
As we slowly broke contact
more and more with every beer
And we passed out in each other's arms
Both admitting we'd never felt better
Never felt so warm
But awoke in each other's eyes
Without wearing a stitch of clothing
We were both deeply in disguise
And maybe I just set aside
The fact that you were broken hearted
In my own special selfish way
And if I hadn't set aside
The fact that you were broken hearted
Hell knows where your heart would be today
Maybe with me
It seems like it's been so long
Since we kissed through the darkness
Until it was dawn
Up with it came our pain and fear
That we'd already lost each other
We both knew that the end was near
Maybe I just set aside
The fact that you were broken hearted
In my own special selfish way
And if I hadn't set aside
The fact that you were broken hearted
Hell knows where your heart would be today
Maybe with me Maybe with me
Maybe with me Maybe with me
Maybe with me Maybe with me
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