don't worry i'll catch you

[flowrsandrobots]

this entry is for you, no one else.

words always fail me when i try to put them to your use.
i suppose i don't know what you are thinking or going through
mostly bcuz you didn't want to share it with me..or couldn't.
everything that i read when i got to tampa made me
want to hop back in my van and head straight back to your house
...but at this point i'm not even sure you want me to.

i don't know what's going on anymore.
i don't know if you even want me around.
but i do know that i love you
....even if you don't believe it.

i suppose all i can say is
i am here for you no matter what.

it's forever now. no turning back point for us.
from now on you're all i need by my side.
a brief fairy-tale, storybook like ending.
the stars have never shined like tonight.
take my hand.
hold on tight the trip is rough,
but we'll make it safe.
since you kept me up talking for hours,
dried me off from the morning showers.
life's so much better than it's ever been.
from the time we walked down to the fountain.
even when we're mad and shouting, yeah.
life's always better than it's ever been.
i look at your face, and in your eyes i see it.
my whole future rides on your smile.
i won't let you down, and i'll be there if you fall.
this is how the movie ends for now.
take my hand.
hold on tight the trip is rough,
but we'll make it safe.
since you kept me up talking for hours,
dried me off from the morning showers.
life's so much better than it's ever been.
from the time we walked down to the fountain.
even when we're mad and shouting, yeah.
life's always better than it's ever been.

god. god damn it, i think i lost you.