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neurosis was fucking amazing! totally spiritual experience hah. they fucking rule. New york city was all i figured it would be. Totally stereotypical and everything cliche, basically how its portrayed in movies is exactly what its like. subways are confusing as shit, i dont know what i would have done if 2 friends werent with me. new york is cold as fuck. i thought i was going to die. thankyou scarf, you rule. mastadon was okay, ive never lsitened to them really but their heavy parts in their songs are good..other than that, whatev. But yeah Neurosis....best show ive ever been to, the art was totally epic ha. scott kelly rules, totally intense dude. Everyone in NY is dressed so fucking nice...while i looked like crap aha fuck style im too poor. comfort is where its at muthafucka!!
I started crying after work because today was the last day of the Antique mall being open. it rules to have a job with good people, walking distance, bearable, okay pay...And for it to just be out of your life so quickly totally sucks.
Anyway today is my birthday im 17 which rules. i still smoke cigarrettes. i still have to pee every freaking hour. my body still has too many health problems and totally stressed out. Nothings changed. another year goes by and i still havent found an awesome dude to be with which is completly retarded to complain about but im just sayin it Would be tight if i did have one. hah. look back and laugh, paintbox, deathside and pentagram have been all ive been listening to. oh and the new neurosis record i got. hispanic boys are my new crushes. hah. that movie making fun of spartans or whatever the fuck its called i dont keep myself updated with movies an shit...but anyway it was fucking terrible. my brain felt melted and dumbed away after i watched it. maybe i could tolerate it if i was stonnned or maybe id just get more pissed ha either way who knows IT SUCKED!
whatever im sick of typing, infact i hate fucking typing out my feelings its so stupid i just dont feel like talking them out with anyone cause im in a human hate mood hah.
k im OUT
I started crying after work because today was the last day of the Antique mall being open. it rules to have a job with good people, walking distance, bearable, okay pay...And for it to just be out of your life so quickly totally sucks.
Anyway today is my birthday im 17 which rules. i still smoke cigarrettes. i still have to pee every freaking hour. my body still has too many health problems and totally stressed out. Nothings changed. another year goes by and i still havent found an awesome dude to be with which is completly retarded to complain about but im just sayin it Would be tight if i did have one. hah. look back and laugh, paintbox, deathside and pentagram have been all ive been listening to. oh and the new neurosis record i got. hispanic boys are my new crushes. hah. that movie making fun of spartans or whatever the fuck its called i dont keep myself updated with movies an shit...but anyway it was fucking terrible. my brain felt melted and dumbed away after i watched it. maybe i could tolerate it if i was stonnned or maybe id just get more pissed ha either way who knows IT SUCKED!
whatever im sick of typing, infact i hate fucking typing out my feelings its so stupid i just dont feel like talking them out with anyone cause im in a human hate mood hah.
k im OUT