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so i know i should probably be happy that school just got done about an hour ago. but i'm not. i dont know.
everybody else screamed when school let out and did their little individual ways of celebration, but i didn't. i smiled a content smile and then walked a little and then tiffany middlebrook saw me walking so she offered me a ride. and i never turn down rides unless its really beautiful out. but it wasnt. it was shitty out. so i made no objections.
maybe its the bonds i had made with other people that i didnt realize i made until the final bell rang....idk
i'm going to miss it. but summer will come.
it just seems to me that on the last day of school, it usually is nice and sunny and beautiful out but its not, and i'm pretty superstitious about that...
and i know superstition gets you nowhere but a life full of fear...but seriously
i cannot recall ONE single last day of school of all my 13 years of schooling where it was gloomy and rainy. GROSS. but i guess i can't complain. i'm almost a senior.but i'm afraid of my life after high school. i know i have one more year, but 365 days is not enough to get my life straight. it goes sooo fast. ok...
well i have to work at 4 and then hannah's picking me up at 8 and we're gonna CHILLAX at her house and have a cool slumber party i guess.
and then work tomorrow at 11am. :( i may call in sick but then again maybe not. i dont want to work, but i like steady cash flowing in.
bye.
everybody else screamed when school let out and did their little individual ways of celebration, but i didn't. i smiled a content smile and then walked a little and then tiffany middlebrook saw me walking so she offered me a ride. and i never turn down rides unless its really beautiful out. but it wasnt. it was shitty out. so i made no objections.
maybe its the bonds i had made with other people that i didnt realize i made until the final bell rang....idk
i'm going to miss it. but summer will come.
it just seems to me that on the last day of school, it usually is nice and sunny and beautiful out but its not, and i'm pretty superstitious about that...
and i know superstition gets you nowhere but a life full of fear...but seriously
i cannot recall ONE single last day of school of all my 13 years of schooling where it was gloomy and rainy. GROSS. but i guess i can't complain. i'm almost a senior.but i'm afraid of my life after high school. i know i have one more year, but 365 days is not enough to get my life straight. it goes sooo fast. ok...
well i have to work at 4 and then hannah's picking me up at 8 and we're gonna CHILLAX at her house and have a cool slumber party i guess.
and then work tomorrow at 11am. :( i may call in sick but then again maybe not. i dont want to work, but i like steady cash flowing in.
bye.