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[got_the_spark]

Because of our whole ordeal with Angelus and Buffy I didn’t eat much. Now was my chance. Tara was sleeping on the bed next to me. I lightly placed a kiss on her forehead and carefully got out of the bed. I just need a kill. A kill like old times. I hadn’t hunt for awhile by myself. Had that bloody chip stopping me

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[got_the_spark]

"I am better and yeah, better than you too."

I can not believe her. Still thinking shes better then everyone. Just then I feel her grab hold of my collar. She pulls me into a kiss. Her lips still felt the same yet different. I could feel it now the darkness that was in her. Sure when she came back from the grave she had some darkness in her but not like this. It was odd feeling this coming from her.

"You're such a liar, I smell it all over you. Do you really think I'm that stupid, come on now."

“You’re the one lying to yourself. Thinking your better then everyone. Thinking I still want you.” She knocks me to the ground and gets on top of me.

""What do ya know, little bleach boy is still ... beneath me." "

Those were the words that hurt more then any. But I wouldn’t let them get to me. At least not now. I’m not pathetic little chipped Spike anymore nor am I the poet William anymore. I’m a bloody vampire, a creature of the night with no soul or remorse. I wouldn’t let this get to me. “Seems you have a thing for stuff beneath you.” I roll her over so I am on top of her. “Looks who’s on top now” I press my lips on hers.

[__theslayer__]

You’re the one lying to yourself. Thinking your better then everyone. Thinking I still want you.

Why did that get to me? It's not supposed to. He pushes me on my back, then kisses me and I growl in disgust, pushing him off. He goes flying through the air, and I jump up, walking to him and then I kick him in the side. "You're pathetic, always was, always will be. And to think, she loved you too. Now, that's a laugh." Leaning over him, I start to punch him a few times, then I stand up.

"Oh, and tell your little wicca bitch that if she ever licks my face again, she's dust." Giving him another kick to the face, I grin at him, then start to walk away.

[got_the_spark]

"You're pathetic, always was, always will be. And to think, she loved you too. Now, that's a laugh."

I couldn't believe the words I heard out of her mouth. Especially "she loved you too". I didn't even realize that I was getting punched. I just thought of those words. "She she loved me"

If she would've just told me that then none of this would've happen. But no Buffy had to be too high and mighty like always. Couldn’t just give in for once. I snap out of my trance to hear the next part

"Oh, and tell your little wicca bitch that if she ever licks my face again, she's dust."

She sent me back a bit with a kick in the face and started to walk off. I catch up to her "Oh now did you think it would be that easy to get away from me" I look her over "Let me tell you something about my little Wicca bitch as you like to call her. She is more powerful then you'll ever be. I wouldn't mess with her."

[got_the_spark]

"Trash" I couldn’t help but laugh "Your the trash slayer. Sleep with any damn vampire you could get your hands on. First Angel then me. Oh wait now your not that girl anymore. Thing is whether you wanna admit it or not you still are that girl. Deep inside shes crawling trying to find her way out again. Yea sure our souls are gone. We have no guilt or remorse but that thing that we once were is still in us. Begging for another chance."

"Gonna walk me home ... make sure I get there safe? Tuck me in?"

"What" I cock my head to the side and just look at her. First shes beating me up telling me she wants nothing to do with me. Then kissing me then leaving again and now wanting me to walk her home? Yep she still was the same. Playing these little games with me.

Before I had a chance to answer she grabbed my hand and started to lead me back towards a hotel "So this is where Angelus has you guys. In this piece of trash. Would've thought Angelus to do better"