You get old.... you get smart
I usually only used Live Journal to blog about my loneliness, or about the one guy I wanted to be with for an entire year. But now, I realize that when you get old, you get smart. You grow, you learn, you bloom. In this instance, I've outgrown him. I've become far more independent in the past four months than I could have ever imagined. With that independence I set my sight on my future, moving to a new city to get my career in motion. Meeting new people and starting a life after college. I don't have anymore time for the games I got caught up in. I don't have anymore time to be jealous. 12 months is far too long to wait for something that was never going to come in the first place. You will forever be one of my best friends... but nothing more.