One could only hope.

[flowers4thedead]

I feel as though god is giving me the opportunity to get something I want in two completely different places and I need to choose which place I'd like to go to. I also have learned not to put a lot of stock into things which sets me back a lot from caring. I found something that seems too good to be true and too good for me...so it just doesn't seem possible or worth staying for. Seems a bit silly actually...but I may always wonder what if.

I really wish things would speed up so I could have a better understanding of what to think. I think I'm just being silly...

Please god give me what I've been wanting and don't allow it to leave this time. I don't want to get my hopes up or become disappointed.

P.S. Not a fan of working at Levi's. Definitely ready to move on to bigger and better things. Ready to go back to school!