black and white and gone....
so, my mom phoned me at work yesterday which i should take immediately as a bad sign because she only ever phones me at work when something is wrong. and there was something wrong, well not wrong anymore i guess... she phoned to say that they had to put morgan down on monday night which was like exactly three weeks after the vet said she may only have three weeks to live. it was just really hard to hear that because i was at work and i can't really cry at work and my mom was crying and it made me even more upset and also this was the first time that i was abroad when one of the pets passed away.
i think the worst part still is that when i go home for thanksgiving, morgan won't be there and that is when i really have to face up to the fact that she is gone. i feel like i'm not ready for that and when i am ready i'll have to actually go home and then i won't be ready for that either. it's when stuff like this happens that i wish i didn't live abroad so i could have been there.
i think the worst part still is that when i go home for thanksgiving, morgan won't be there and that is when i really have to face up to the fact that she is gone. i feel like i'm not ready for that and when i am ready i'll have to actually go home and then i won't be ready for that either. it's when stuff like this happens that i wish i didn't live abroad so i could have been there.