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Sep 24, 2005 10:26

uh huh

OH







wow, the sky is tearing apart and that is heaven shining through

its dragon smoke in the sky

i showed my boss the pictures and he said that they launched a satellite into space and that was the trail
i took the pictures while i was driving and i stopped in the middle of the road and the cars behind me HONKED loudly and angrily but i just thought it was funny

yesterday in the record store i was playing a Judy Garland record and a customer that i was ringing up sneered and said "who put THIS on?" and i said with my fucking nose in the air, "I DID", you gotta fucking problem with it? and he said ".....OH, i'm sorry" cause he was having a stupid attitude about it, him and his whatever CDs, some 70s rock CDs i cant remember

sheesh
making fun of Judy Garland, but i dont see anything lame about Judy Garland, i think she had real talent.
everything from that time period was sweet and sappy, cause everyone was in dire straits over the war and needed cheering up.

then he came back later and apologized to me, and i was really suprised that he came back even though i already TOLD him that it was OK, and i wasnt offened by his narrow music appriciation

anyway whatever. that put me in a very bad mood for a while.
then it didnt help when another customer said he liked ALL kinds of music EXCEPT for rap and hip-hop and i think that is such an ignorant statement to make.
that put me in a bad mood. i hate it when people say things like that

i hate it when they ask you if you buy vinyl like its some sort of deciding factor in your authenticity. like it means something or proves something. well i'm saying that it dont prove shit.

but i shouldnt argue with the customers. DONT argue with the customers mae, thats a good way to become an undesirable employee and get fired.

FUCK ALL YOUR PRETENTIOUS NAMES AND TITLES AND APPEARANCES AND HIP DRUG HABITS AND FAKE STRINGS OF PEARLS AND STORE BOUGHT HAIRDOS AND HANDBAGS

AND YOUR POLITICS AND YOUR SECRET SHOWS AND CODES AND KNOW ALL AIRS

FUCK all that

AND ME

FOR HAVING TO BE PART OF THIS SOCIETY

AND ALL THESE LITTLE THINGS THAT ADD UP AND CREATE BIG EMPTY THINGS.

judging people and being material by trying not to be material, and people want to be elite no matter where they are or what they are into.

i want positive, pretty things, innocent things, for people like my sisters, and who cares where it comes from or if it is not saying something totally "revolutionary" or DEEP or just fucking insane,

we should keep some innocence in our natures.
for people like my sisters, and kids, who dont need to know about all the vicious
undercurrents, they dont need to, and i dont want them to,

i want to protect them from lies and confusion

i hate it when i see people not listening and not understanding and not hearing the people who really are trying,

seeing people who are different from other people but not knowing how to handle that

people who really ARE different are just weird and strange and lonely.

narrow minded, blind, abstruse, moral-less messed up society.

oyi

ok i'm done now, dont mind me.

alright, i gotta go.

i like to take pictures in mirrors, especially when they meet at angles.
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