i'm not white and i'm not asian.

[flowermarket]

always when i look in the mirror i am suprised by the reflection i see. is that really what i look like? is that really what my world looks like behind me, around me

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[scriptandserif]

The first part that you wrote.... A lot of times I feel the same way. I mean, when I imagine my friends watching me as I talk, I don't look like that. Then I look in the mirror and it's.... I don't know. My voice doesn't match my body, or something. I think I've gotten used to it.

Today was my friend's funeral, but I didn't go. I'm sorry for your loss, but when you write about it, you seem okay with it. After all, she's probably feeling better now.

Those pictures... you and your sisters are so pretty. They've grown up so much since I last saw them! But that was like... 3 years ago or something.

Oh, and that last picture is so cute! Haha I like your expression.

Sorry my comment is so long.... I always want to comment on your entries but I'm so lazy.

[flowermarket]

hahha! aw, i'm glad you commented, i dont mind that its long, 'sokay with me
wow, has it really been 3 years?
thank you, i think my sisters are very pretty too

[flowermarket]

yeah, i guess i'm not too upset about her death, i kinda see it more as freedom, or like to think of it that way
..you're friend's funeral? i hope you are ok, i'm sorry about your friend, i hope its not a sad thing or anything
<3,
mae

[scriptandserif]

I think I'm okay, we lost touch after several years. It's pretty sad though. He was swimming in a river and a current took him under.

[flowermarket]

ow, that is sad
when stuff like that happens to people you know, its really scary, and its like, how did it happen to be them and not me...

it makes me feel bad

[lipsticklush]

I always kinda wish it was me

[flowermarket]

heygirl, dont even go there =) youre a beautiful girl and the world is better off with you in it.
f'sho!