it's a small world after all.
I never realised what that ment, untill today. Bryan. He got in an accident. He rolled his car. But he's ok. Physically. Mentally, I don't think he'll be ok for a long time. I am so scared. I just keep thinking that it could have been so much worse. And what if it had been? What would I have done? How would I have reacted? What would I have said? I'd be so lost. Tramatized. I'd never get over it. Ever. We're not invinsible, and it took Bryan almost dying to bring that to his eyes. What will it take for everyone else? Like Matt, and Eddy, and Alex, and Tyler. What will it take for me? I don't ever want to lose those guys. I'd do my self in if it ever happened. Maybe I should just reevaluate life in general. But I don't think that would slow me down. Or any one else.
Sid Vicious Said it best: To Fast to Live, To Young to Die.
Ahh Finch... They are great
You took the world with you,
so what is left for me?
I called you on the phone again,
just the other day.
It sounds to me you've found your place
and everything is great.
Can't you see that I wanna be
there with open arms?
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone.
Get me through this one.
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so.
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so.
I'm writing again these letters to you
on much I know.
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here.
The thought stops my heart.
I wish it didn't hurt, hurt like this
To say these things to you.
I'll sacrifice one moment for one truth.
If we get through tomorrow then we'll be free.
We'll wait forever and see how close we get.
It's just another day, one more chance
to get this right.
Bite the tongue, to live with what you've done.
It's so good.
Lie to myself while I lie with myself.
It's Monday and it's raining.
It's Sunday in the sun.
It's so good, but...
Would it be so bad,
if you were to pretend that you were so happy?
Keep it to yourself,
don't let the secret go.
If you were so willing.
But let's pray for this suicide
and all these pictures falling down around me.
I've surrounded myself with all I have inside.
Would I bite my tongue,
and live with what you've done?
Just continue sleeping?
Selfishly consumed with everything you've wrought.
There's nothing I can do.
But lets pray for this suicide
and all these pictures falling down.
One wish full, step to the side.
And please just let me know...
Are you happy?
Alone at last
together in a photograph.
Our eyes are always open
devoted to perfection through silence.
What am I supposed to do?
Should I sit and wait for you?
Listen to me screaming more.
One devotion to an empty moment.
Can't you stay tonight?
Silence broken with words unspoken.
Now she's on her knees.
No more feeling so useless.
Can I beg for one more she said.
Taking with arms wide open.
Longing for sleep again.
The air is clearing.
Again, we're breathing.
Water turns to wine.
The day is tired,
the night inside her.
The storm is bad tonight,
so how could I awake without you here?
Your picture's on the wall.
You haven't called.
But I'll wait for you.
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will be strong"
The storm is letting up,
but it won't die.
If you weren't wrong, was I?
Your picture still remains,
but I wonder are you still the same?
Once again your eyes
make it hard to say goodbye
so I'll just keep driving.
Where do you wanna go?
it doesn't really matter,
as long as you are here with me.
There's something in the air tonight.
Something that makes me feel alive.
What were the words that you said to me?
That made me feel so special now?
Once again your eyes,
make it hard to ask you why
so I sit here knuckles tight.
Hands against the wheel,
your head against the glass.
And you mean so much to me.
Everything is silent,
I feel disconnected.
Words turn to phrases,
phrases turn to prayer.
So now you know.
This is my call,
do you hear me?
And if I fall,
will you be there to catch me?
When you close your eyes now,
are you satisfied?
When this is all over,
there will be nothing left.
Open up my eyes,
flooded with daylight
Another sleepless night
turns color black and white.
With all thethings I've said
There is just regret,
repeating in my head.
Now I'm sitting face to face
with loneliness.
What did I expect,
did I see forever in you?
I never want it to hurt more than it should.
I hope you're satisfied,
I never could.
Time to close my eyes,
forget about this mess.
And try to fix this
tragic loss of innocence.
But how can I forget,
the things I have inside
When everything is dead?
I never want it to hurt more than it should
I hope you're satisfied,
I never could.
Can't you see?
You left me here on my own.
Give me one good reason
why I should let go.
Here I am beside myself again.
I'm torn apart by words that you have said.
And all in all,
I know we're falling apart.
Where did you run to so far away?
Here we are to sing you a song.
There you are asleep against the window pane
just like always.
You said you like to hear the rain sometimes.
And all I can do is tell you the truth.
And oh, my eyes will tell you the same.
Today's on fire
The sky is beating above me,
and I am blistered.
I walk these signs of blasphemy,
every day.
And still...
Like a bad star,
I'm falling faster down to her.
She's the only one who knows
what it is to burn.
I feel diseased.
Is there no sympathy,
for the sun?
The sky's still fire.
But I am safe in here,
from the world outside.
So tell me,
what's the price to pay for glory?
Sid Vicious Said it best: To Fast to Live, To Young to Die.
Ahh Finch... They are great
You took the world with you,
so what is left for me?
I called you on the phone again,
just the other day.
It sounds to me you've found your place
and everything is great.
Can't you see that I wanna be
there with open arms?
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone.
Get me through this one.
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so.
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so.
I'm writing again these letters to you
on much I know.
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here.
The thought stops my heart.
I wish it didn't hurt, hurt like this
To say these things to you.
I'll sacrifice one moment for one truth.
If we get through tomorrow then we'll be free.
We'll wait forever and see how close we get.
It's just another day, one more chance
to get this right.
Bite the tongue, to live with what you've done.
It's so good.
Lie to myself while I lie with myself.
It's Monday and it's raining.
It's Sunday in the sun.
It's so good, but...
Would it be so bad,
if you were to pretend that you were so happy?
Keep it to yourself,
don't let the secret go.
If you were so willing.
But let's pray for this suicide
and all these pictures falling down around me.
I've surrounded myself with all I have inside.
Would I bite my tongue,
and live with what you've done?
Just continue sleeping?
Selfishly consumed with everything you've wrought.
There's nothing I can do.
But lets pray for this suicide
and all these pictures falling down.
One wish full, step to the side.
And please just let me know...
Are you happy?
Alone at last
together in a photograph.
Our eyes are always open
devoted to perfection through silence.
What am I supposed to do?
Should I sit and wait for you?
Listen to me screaming more.
One devotion to an empty moment.
Can't you stay tonight?
Silence broken with words unspoken.
Now she's on her knees.
No more feeling so useless.
Can I beg for one more she said.
Taking with arms wide open.
Longing for sleep again.
The air is clearing.
Again, we're breathing.
Water turns to wine.
The day is tired,
the night inside her.
The storm is bad tonight,
so how could I awake without you here?
Your picture's on the wall.
You haven't called.
But I'll wait for you.
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will be strong"
The storm is letting up,
but it won't die.
If you weren't wrong, was I?
Your picture still remains,
but I wonder are you still the same?
Once again your eyes
make it hard to say goodbye
so I'll just keep driving.
Where do you wanna go?
it doesn't really matter,
as long as you are here with me.
There's something in the air tonight.
Something that makes me feel alive.
What were the words that you said to me?
That made me feel so special now?
Once again your eyes,
make it hard to ask you why
so I sit here knuckles tight.
Hands against the wheel,
your head against the glass.
And you mean so much to me.
Everything is silent,
I feel disconnected.
Words turn to phrases,
phrases turn to prayer.
So now you know.
This is my call,
do you hear me?
And if I fall,
will you be there to catch me?
When you close your eyes now,
are you satisfied?
When this is all over,
there will be nothing left.
Open up my eyes,
flooded with daylight
Another sleepless night
turns color black and white.
With all thethings I've said
There is just regret,
repeating in my head.
Now I'm sitting face to face
with loneliness.
What did I expect,
did I see forever in you?
I never want it to hurt more than it should.
I hope you're satisfied,
I never could.
Time to close my eyes,
forget about this mess.
And try to fix this
tragic loss of innocence.
But how can I forget,
the things I have inside
When everything is dead?
I never want it to hurt more than it should
I hope you're satisfied,
I never could.
Can't you see?
You left me here on my own.
Give me one good reason
why I should let go.
Here I am beside myself again.
I'm torn apart by words that you have said.
And all in all,
I know we're falling apart.
Where did you run to so far away?
Here we are to sing you a song.
There you are asleep against the window pane
just like always.
You said you like to hear the rain sometimes.
And all I can do is tell you the truth.
And oh, my eyes will tell you the same.
Today's on fire
The sky is beating above me,
and I am blistered.
I walk these signs of blasphemy,
every day.
And still...
Like a bad star,
I'm falling faster down to her.
She's the only one who knows
what it is to burn.
I feel diseased.
Is there no sympathy,
for the sun?
The sky's still fire.
But I am safe in here,
from the world outside.
So tell me,
what's the price to pay for glory?