Apr 03, 2006 00:33
i'm bossy. i'm loud. i don't have many manners. i don't care how my hair or makeup looks in the morning. i'm confident. i'm a know-it-all. i'm obsessive. i'm aggressive. i yell a lot. i'm forceful. i act without thinking. i'm pretentious. i'm emotional. i live in fantasy. i'll never grow up. i have a hard time admitting when i'm wrong. when i don't like the truth, it's hard for me to face it. i wish for the impossible. i get my hopes up. i'm not afraid to get cuts or bruises on my knees. i'm stronger than some people want me to be. i don't give up easily. i cry over little things. i get mad over stupid ones. i still own playdoh. i don't really care about jewelry. i love disney. i'm a procrastinator. i say a lot of things i don't mean. it's hard for me to keep my mouth shut. im ocd about my room. i've made too many mistakes in life for my liking. it's hard for me to let go. i'm annoying at times. i'm pretty crazy. i can't booty dance very well... i have a lot of morals. i'm very opinionated. i love to be right. i always want more. i worry a lot.
i'm not average. i'm not what is expected of me. i'm just lacey. and i deal with things in weird ways. i feel like who i am isn't what i should be, but i don't want to change myself because i've worked too hard to get where and how i am today. but it's hard feeling like you don't fit into the world you've constructed anymore.
i really need something good to happen to me like right now.
lace <3