get over it.
sometimes you just don't know what's next because you haven't finished what happens first. you spend time wondering if when your're 30 you'll have all it was you dreamed for, and you begin to picture vivid moments in your head. you start to believe in the life that you have made for yourself. you begin to believe that it will all pan out exactly how you invisioned it. as the years pass and you grow older you are confronted with the idea that maybe what you wished for can only really be a dream. you question all that you dreamed of and maybe even have overwhelming doubt. something brings you up, and almost always takes you back down...you are waiting for all your dreams to come true. you are exhausted from the wait...you are ready for something to happen that makes it all seem worth the ride...you're doing it....you're living life.