Semi-bad start for 2010
I'm not the type to bitch about my life to people who have better things to do. But it has been a hellish start, so far. So may ups and downs and hard challenges that makes me want to throw myself into the ground and give myself up.
I know life is like that, and I know that I will face even more (worse) challenges in the future, but, sometimes, I just feel like saying, "enough, already! I don't deserve this, please!" I haven't been online in here for such a long time. Haven't talked to my online friends for a while, either. I practically disconnected myself and got sucked in to the stress and struggles.
I don't know what is keeping me going. It's more likely because I have a feeling that things will smooth down (hopefully) later on throughout the year. *sigh*
I know life is like that, and I know that I will face even more (worse) challenges in the future, but, sometimes, I just feel like saying, "enough, already! I don't deserve this, please!" I haven't been online in here for such a long time. Haven't talked to my online friends for a while, either. I practically disconnected myself and got sucked in to the stress and struggles.
I don't know what is keeping me going. It's more likely because I have a feeling that things will smooth down (hopefully) later on throughout the year. *sigh*