You.
Dear You,
I saw you again tonight. Your face, your laugh, your expressions, your voice...all so familiar. I thought you were gone. I thought you were out of my head. I thought I had forgotten you. But when I see you it all comes rushing back, like a massive tidal wave of blood to my head.
Why do I get weak around you? Why can't I move on? I thought I was over you. But then I run into you and I'm back at square one.
Am I just unable to be friends with you? Is that it? Are you someone that I can't have in my life? Am I going to be in a perpetual state of hoping and wishing forever? Should I even try to be your friend after all that we went through?
I need answers. Can you answer me? Of course not. You'll never read this. Do I really want you to read this? I don't know. I don't know anything anymore, except that I feel lost without you.
Be careful. I know everything about you. I feel like I know you better than you know yourself. Is that true?
I saw you again tonight. Your face, your laugh, your expressions, your voice...all so familiar. I thought you were gone. I thought you were out of my head. I thought I had forgotten you. But when I see you it all comes rushing back, like a massive tidal wave of blood to my head.
Why do I get weak around you? Why can't I move on? I thought I was over you. But then I run into you and I'm back at square one.
Am I just unable to be friends with you? Is that it? Are you someone that I can't have in my life? Am I going to be in a perpetual state of hoping and wishing forever? Should I even try to be your friend after all that we went through?
I need answers. Can you answer me? Of course not. You'll never read this. Do I really want you to read this? I don't know. I don't know anything anymore, except that I feel lost without you.
Be careful. I know everything about you. I feel like I know you better than you know yourself. Is that true?