Of His Love For Him
Pairing: Yunho x Jaejoong
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: The plot is mine, but the characters aren't mine
Summary: To be loved is to be happy. If he's not happy, why would he love him?
A/N: Inspired by Christina Perri's song, Arms
Warning: Unbeta-ed. It may (but I'm sure it is) contain a lot of grammar mistakes.
Length: Oneshot
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“I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart,
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start”
The first time Kim Jaejoong saw Jung Yunho, there’s no feeling. Thumping heart, what’s the meaning of it? Everytime Kim Jaejoong saw Jung Yunho, his heart thumping like mad. Giving no room for him to breath. A desire to get closer, what’s the meaning of it? Everytime there’s Jung Yunho, there’s Kim Jaejoong. Is it lust, or is it love? Kim Jaejoong never thought that it was the later. But it maybe is.
“How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around?
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown”
Jaejoong knows that Yunho love him. He told him once. “Don’t give me mixed signal.” The taller man said to him. He want to get closer, but he didn’t want to get too close either. Love, is it about feeling insecurities? Because he’s afraid. Afraid if he get too close, his heart will break. Sometimes, he will get really close to Yunho. Looking at him with eyes full of loves even though no love coming out from his mouth. But when it gets too close, he’ll back away. And Yunho let him do just that. Jaejoong knows, that Jung Yunho is kind. Too kind for his own good.
“The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved”
Everybody like Jung Yunho. They couldn’t hate the ever so kind man. They want him to be happy. Is Jaejoong made him sad? Is that the reason why people angry at him? Some caught his arms, and brought him to a restroom. At that time, he felt like he’s a punching bag. But Yunho stay. People said love made you feel happy. So when he’s sad, it’s not love? Then why would Yunho love him and torture himself with sadness. He’s not supposed to be loved. Yunho is not supposed to love him. Because it hurt him. But is it weird that he feel even more hurt without Yunho?
“You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go...”
‘Why’ Is the only question that Jaejoong ever asked to Yunho. ‘why would you stay at my side?’ ‘why won’t you leave me?’ and ‘why do you love me?’ Everything would feel so much easier for Yunho to fall in love with another person. Maybe one with skin that not as pale, eyes that not as big, or hair that not as dark as he is. He didn’t know why Yunho would smile everytime he voice it. Why would he hang onto something that doesn’t make him happy? Love, is it about making you happy, or hanging on even when it’s sad?
“I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling”
The first time Kim Jaejoong saw Jung Yunho, there’s no feeling. But now, there is. Maybe because Yunho is there when he’s sad. Maybe because Yunho is the only one who stays when things get though. But Jaejoong is sure that this is love. It’s hard to tell him the truth. So would he understand even when there’s no words said? Maybe he is. Because when Jung Yunho holds Kim Jaejoong, he knows that he finally find the one for him.
“You put your arms around me and I'm hom e”
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a/n2: Okayyy, this one is a big fail. Hahahaha. I've been in Perri's hyped for the last few days. And I was thinking, maybe it would be good to write something based on the song. So I forget Adherence and my assignment for a while to write this super short oneshot. First time ever posting fics two days in a row I think. Ahh, so proud of me. Hahahahaha XDD Since it's written super fast, the story might be which I'm sure it is a little weird. But I don't know... what do you think about it? Hahahaha
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: The plot is mine, but the characters aren't mine
Summary: To be loved is to be happy. If he's not happy, why would he love him?
A/N: Inspired by Christina Perri's song, Arms
Warning: Unbeta-ed. It may (but I'm sure it is) contain a lot of grammar mistakes.
Length: Oneshot
_____________________________________
“I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart,
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start”
The first time Kim Jaejoong saw Jung Yunho, there’s no feeling. Thumping heart, what’s the meaning of it? Everytime Kim Jaejoong saw Jung Yunho, his heart thumping like mad. Giving no room for him to breath. A desire to get closer, what’s the meaning of it? Everytime there’s Jung Yunho, there’s Kim Jaejoong. Is it lust, or is it love? Kim Jaejoong never thought that it was the later. But it maybe is.
“How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around?
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown”
Jaejoong knows that Yunho love him. He told him once. “Don’t give me mixed signal.” The taller man said to him. He want to get closer, but he didn’t want to get too close either. Love, is it about feeling insecurities? Because he’s afraid. Afraid if he get too close, his heart will break. Sometimes, he will get really close to Yunho. Looking at him with eyes full of loves even though no love coming out from his mouth. But when it gets too close, he’ll back away. And Yunho let him do just that. Jaejoong knows, that Jung Yunho is kind. Too kind for his own good.
“The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved”
Everybody like Jung Yunho. They couldn’t hate the ever so kind man. They want him to be happy. Is Jaejoong made him sad? Is that the reason why people angry at him? Some caught his arms, and brought him to a restroom. At that time, he felt like he’s a punching bag. But Yunho stay. People said love made you feel happy. So when he’s sad, it’s not love? Then why would Yunho love him and torture himself with sadness. He’s not supposed to be loved. Yunho is not supposed to love him. Because it hurt him. But is it weird that he feel even more hurt without Yunho?
“You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go...”
‘Why’ Is the only question that Jaejoong ever asked to Yunho. ‘why would you stay at my side?’ ‘why won’t you leave me?’ and ‘why do you love me?’ Everything would feel so much easier for Yunho to fall in love with another person. Maybe one with skin that not as pale, eyes that not as big, or hair that not as dark as he is. He didn’t know why Yunho would smile everytime he voice it. Why would he hang onto something that doesn’t make him happy? Love, is it about making you happy, or hanging on even when it’s sad?
“I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling”
The first time Kim Jaejoong saw Jung Yunho, there’s no feeling. But now, there is. Maybe because Yunho is there when he’s sad. Maybe because Yunho is the only one who stays when things get though. But Jaejoong is sure that this is love. It’s hard to tell him the truth. So would he understand even when there’s no words said? Maybe he is. Because when Jung Yunho holds Kim Jaejoong, he knows that he finally find the one for him.
“You put your arms around me and I'm hom e”
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a/n2: Okayyy, this one is a big fail. Hahahaha. I've been in Perri's hyped for the last few days. And I was thinking, maybe it would be good to write something based on the song. So I forget Adherence and my assignment for a while to write this super short oneshot. First time ever posting fics two days in a row I think. Ahh, so proud of me. Hahahahaha XDD Since it's written super fast, the story might be which I'm sure it is a little weird. But I don't know... what do you think about it? Hahahaha