Resolution

Feb 09, 2006 18:51

Well this whole situation is really silly. I'm going to put here what I feel about what I know and then I don't intend to write about this or think about it again.

Firstly I shouldn't have written what I did in such a rude manner. I won't deny that and I apologise for that coment.It had nothing to do with anyone else.

After that I felt that the rude and childish comment on your LJ thing was really over the top and unfair on Claudia. If you want to have a go at me come here and do so but dont attack anyone else. Also I hear that you have replied to me on your LJ but have blocked me - is it better to argue with someone who can't defend herself?

As for contacting me. I am hurt that you havn't bothered to get in touch since last term, that you mostly contact Claudia and not me. I was really hurt that you came back to oxford and didnt bother telling me. What annoys me most is that it is always about you and you do not appreciate that your actions may hurt other people. I am not an automaton and actually have had a terrible few years. However I do not center my life around my problems but try and maintain a sense of humour.

Claudia told me she saw you today and told me what you spoke about. She will not be a messenger because we are no longer in the playground and I can speak for myself. I feel there is no point in trying to call or see you as you will obviously block me.

I obviously don't know what you two spoke about and any misinterpretation is my fault. You seem to think that we couldn't stay in touch after June. To me that shows you have a unique and mecenary attitude towards relationships. It vindicates my feelings that there is no point contacting you and this is the end of our realtionship.

I feel I have wasted a lot of time trying to be friends with you and it was a mostly one way action. You may think whatever you like about me and write whatever you want to your internet friends. I just hope that you and Claudia will ocntinue to be friends and that you may think about people around you. You cannot stand criticism, are selfish and self-absorbed. I'm quick to temper and impatient.

I have no malice or illfeeling towards you whatsoever and recognize that we are just too different to be friends.Good luck with the rest of this term (I hope you make the grades you want, you worked really hard on your thesis and deserve it) and i really do hope that your singing career brings you everything you want in life.

Patty
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