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Sep 02, 2008 23:09

FUUUCK!!

That wasnt really an appropriate opener, but it's what I felt like saying. Anyways, I havent written on here in ages, so I guess its about that time. I am sick of using apostrophes, so there will be none in this entry. If you cant figure out if i meant to say its or it's, then use context clues, or just suffer because youre an idiot. Moving along... my summer in a nutshell.

I worked a lot, didnt take any international trips. I went on a 2 week road trip up the east coast with my family. My aunt in Albany gave me a free car, so I had to drive it home. Its a 1998, not the best car, but it was fuckin free and I only need it for a year. It is in great condition and i really like it. We had a family reunion, our 1st in 10 years. Everyone told me I was so thin and beautiful and grown up, well no shit, you havent seen me since I was 11... I hope I would have changed a bit!

On to more important things... Martin! (Feel free to ignore this section if you hate love or are jaded by relationships or are just a bitter person, you wont appreciate it). Anyways, we are SO GOOD, like better than we have ever been! Our 5 (thats right, FIVE YEARS!!!!!)year anniversary is this coming Saturday. I dont have much planned, I cant think of anything to get him and I dont have a car right now to take me anywhere to get him something. Oh yea, I mentioned my brand new free car, well he is borrowing it because his is in the shop because he decided to run his off the interstate, but thats a story for another time. Needless to say, I cant think of anything to get him and even if I could, I have no way of getting him anything. He asked me to give him head, so I said uhhh, ok I can do that. I am sure I will get inspired in the next few days to get him something more material, he just might not get it ON our anniversary. But he cant bitch that its gonna be late since he borrowed my car and all. Also, we are going on a 5 night cruise to the Cayman Islands and to Cozumel in about 2 weeks (I am just skipping class), so the REAL celebration will be on the ship. I will have his present then. But enough about gifts, the point is that we are beyond elated to be with each other. We havent had a rough patch in about 3 years, and everyday the relationship just gets stronger and better. Over the summer, we spent every night together and never got sick of each other. He makes me so incredibly happy, he inspires me, motivates me, makes me laugh and challenges me. I appreciate him for everything that he is, and I even love every single one of his flaws. He is so happy and motivated, those are 2 essentials in life. If you arent happy, and are a generally miserable person, nobody will want to be with u even if u get shit done. If you are happy and unmotivated, then ur a lazy ass and nobody will want to be with you bc you have no ambition. He has both characteristics, and I do too, we just really really strengthen each other. Most importantly, we have so much fun together. We are always going on exciting adventures and looking for new free things to do, and we make so much time for the relationship, thats important too. We are gonna get married, its only a matter of time, maybe 4 years or so, when Im done with grad school. But I have made up my mind, there is nobody in the world I would rather be with. Holy shit, FIVE YEARS... I cant believe it! He is getting more and more excited about moving to NYC. I cannot believe that in less than 1 year, I will live with my boyfriend in an apartment in Manhattan. How fucking crazy is that?!!? Thanks God!!
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