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Not much to say, really..
School started again, I guess a little over 2 weeks ago. I'm taking 18 hours, which hasn't been bad so far, but now soccer conditioning is starting and seems like it will be pretty time-consuming. I am also trying to get a job, at least part-time, so we'll see how it all works out.
Other than that, I don't have much of a life. And I'm fine with that. I just read books and spend time with Jeff. We eat a lot and watch horror movies and obsess over our cat. I really couldn't ask for more. Maybe I'm boring, but routines are good for me.
Hmm.. I guess I could talk about the classes I'm in, or good books I've read/movies I've seen lately. I may save that for another time though. Right now I'm just posting because my last entry was pretty sad, and I'd like to move forward a bit. On the subject of Sara, though, I suppose not enough time has passed for anyone to even begin to comprehend what happened, let alone begin healing. Chris is a mess. All the time. I don't know what to do for him. And I feel bad because every time he talks to me about her, I start crying. It's not that I knew her that well or anything. I just feel so terrible for him. I know what it feels like to be completely in love with someone. I am now. And the thought of losing that person suddenly, forever, is more than I can bear, really. I know I can't be helpful or supportive to Chris if I just tear up every time I see him, but I think he understands where I'm coming from. And it keeps him from being the only person crying.
I also don't really know what to do for/say to Jeff. He and Sara were very close, long before I met either of them, and seeing him so upset breaks my heart, especially when he tries to hold it all in. I wish I was a more comforting person, but I never seem to be able to detach from my emotions and just listen. I end up getting more upset than whoever I'm talking to.. I'm rambling now. About things I wanted to avoid thinking about.
Let's talk about the future.
My cousin Megan is having a baby in March. It's a girl, and they're naming her Peyton. I can't wait.
I've decided to double major in Spanish and Spanish Education. Why not?
Jeff and I want to live together starting this summer. We practically live together anyway, so we may as well pay rent on one apartment rather than two.
Hmm.. that's enough for now.
Have a good day and stay warm.
School started again, I guess a little over 2 weeks ago. I'm taking 18 hours, which hasn't been bad so far, but now soccer conditioning is starting and seems like it will be pretty time-consuming. I am also trying to get a job, at least part-time, so we'll see how it all works out.
Other than that, I don't have much of a life. And I'm fine with that. I just read books and spend time with Jeff. We eat a lot and watch horror movies and obsess over our cat. I really couldn't ask for more. Maybe I'm boring, but routines are good for me.
Hmm.. I guess I could talk about the classes I'm in, or good books I've read/movies I've seen lately. I may save that for another time though. Right now I'm just posting because my last entry was pretty sad, and I'd like to move forward a bit. On the subject of Sara, though, I suppose not enough time has passed for anyone to even begin to comprehend what happened, let alone begin healing. Chris is a mess. All the time. I don't know what to do for him. And I feel bad because every time he talks to me about her, I start crying. It's not that I knew her that well or anything. I just feel so terrible for him. I know what it feels like to be completely in love with someone. I am now. And the thought of losing that person suddenly, forever, is more than I can bear, really. I know I can't be helpful or supportive to Chris if I just tear up every time I see him, but I think he understands where I'm coming from. And it keeps him from being the only person crying.
I also don't really know what to do for/say to Jeff. He and Sara were very close, long before I met either of them, and seeing him so upset breaks my heart, especially when he tries to hold it all in. I wish I was a more comforting person, but I never seem to be able to detach from my emotions and just listen. I end up getting more upset than whoever I'm talking to.. I'm rambling now. About things I wanted to avoid thinking about.
Let's talk about the future.
My cousin Megan is having a baby in March. It's a girl, and they're naming her Peyton. I can't wait.
I've decided to double major in Spanish and Spanish Education. Why not?
Jeff and I want to live together starting this summer. We practically live together anyway, so we may as well pay rent on one apartment rather than two.
Hmm.. that's enough for now.
Have a good day and stay warm.