May 03, 2005 10:22
I'm sick and tired of having no friends besides troy.
What's wrong with me?
I'm sorry that i'm shy all the time, I used to have friends and I was shy, they just stopped hanging out with me. And i wouldn't be near as shy if I had friends to be hyper with. The only time i'm truly happy is when i'm with Troy.
And warren, dont say anything about me being a total bitch to everyone, i was only mean to you b/c you told my dad you would help and he was expecting you to come around 12 and you came at 4.
So chill out, gah.
I'm also sick and tired of having people cut me out of pictures on their lj, then find out that i knew about it and got sad so change it and put me back in.
I'm not interested in having "pity" friends. I want real friends and the only real one that I have is Troy. Why do all of my friends just stop talking to me or stab me in the back?
I'm just relieved to know that I will always have Troy no matter what. I hope this isn't the beginning of a state of depression.