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If you havent seen or heard it already a million times...
I really can't handle sitting in this house anymore
not being able to go out when i want to go out
and having to stay home to take care of her
is to hard on me.
it sounds dumb maybe
but i feel grounded. ive never even been grounded.
thats probably why this sucks so bad.
ive barely seen any of my friends since school started
and weekends for some reason, dont really work out either
and now, i have to come straight home after school and work
and i cant leave this house unless someone else is here taking care of my mom
which means i cant go out at nights and stay out like normal because no one will visit for that long.
i got to run outside today for 30mins.
fuck i hate this!
i bought new gages though.
their pretty.
i kind of want to cry.
because i literally feel trapped.
i <5 one crazy boy
seriously, hes wacked!
<5 and yes its a 5 because 5 is better than 3.
I really can't handle sitting in this house anymore
not being able to go out when i want to go out
and having to stay home to take care of her
is to hard on me.
it sounds dumb maybe
but i feel grounded. ive never even been grounded.
thats probably why this sucks so bad.
ive barely seen any of my friends since school started
and weekends for some reason, dont really work out either
and now, i have to come straight home after school and work
and i cant leave this house unless someone else is here taking care of my mom
which means i cant go out at nights and stay out like normal because no one will visit for that long.
i got to run outside today for 30mins.
fuck i hate this!
i bought new gages though.
their pretty.
i kind of want to cry.
because i literally feel trapped.
i <5 one crazy boy
seriously, hes wacked!
<5 and yes its a 5 because 5 is better than 3.