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I wanna play.
I wanna go to parks, and the zoo, the aquarium.
I wanna go to concerts
I wanna walk the streets of philly
I wanna go to diners at 3am all the time again
I wanna go bowling, or to the batting cages.
I wanna jump on a trampoline
I wanna watch the stars
I wanna go to the beach
I wanna play frisbee
I wanna swing on swings
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna play pretend
I wanna sit in a cafe and drink coffee
I wanna meet new friends
I wanna have a themed movie night
I wanna have more taco parties
I wanna go to white castle
I wanna go swimming
I wanna be crazy
I wanna sit on a back deck and just TALK.
I wanna explore buildings
I wanna take pictures
I wanna draw
I wanna play music
I wanna sing loud, and sing bad.
I wanna dance in the streets
I wanna do these things sober.
What did we used to do before alcohol became part of our lives?
I enjoy drinking with my friends. I do.
I just feel like the weekend comes and the only thing on everyones mind is drinking.
I'm sick of it being the only plan every weekend.
I wanna stop drinking for a while, get my life back in order.
I wanna pretend im straghtedge for a while just so I can learn to do things that don't involve alcohol.
I don't drink a lot at all.
I don't party every day of the weekend.
But I feel like if theres not a party, theres nothing to do.
It's not true.
I just wanna do other things.
I need more out of my life than a good party.