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This is starting to become ridiculous already. My mother is going to milk this for all its worth because she can. I think its unfair to me that i have to be her taxi driver and her everything because shes to stubborn to ask any of her other children. First off, my car cant take all the driving around shes needs to do and second why is it im the only one who has to give up everything just so i can be at her beck and call. I hate this. She stands there crying because of the pain, but then all of a sudden she can just stop and scream at me for some stupid shit like how im not going to get dressed this morning to bring her to the fuckin doctors. I can't stand this. I wonder what would happen if i was away at college and this happened? would she make me give up college cause she refuses to inconvience any one else but me? I hate this, and im not going to be able to take it for the fuckin few months shes gonna need to heal. Theres not much for to say besides i hate this and its unfair to me. I basically cant hang out with anyone, i need to come home right after school, and i need to be here all night when josephs here so i can put him to bed. Everyone offered to help but im the only one who gets stuck with everything.
i wanna runaway!..hah.
whatever. not much to do when im just complaining. its not like i can fix this.
i wanna runaway!..hah.
whatever. not much to do when im just complaining. its not like i can fix this.