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I have given up drinking for two weeks.
I feel like I'm not only broke thanks to drinking but entirely unproductive. I realised it was an issue when I woke up at 7am thursday and went to get a beer. And my portfolio work looks like an 8 year old's homework as I can't keep my attention focussed long enough to construct a sentence. I've been drunk for two straight months in the country punctuated with an all-nighter pub crawl with Woolly last night. I've only been sober 17 hours and am really nervous and jittery and I have to chew on the side of my cheek and hug my knees to stop thinking about having a drink.
I've always wanted an addiction to be to keep me feeling like I'm occupied. Im not doing nothing, I'm fighting the urge to drink while trying to look like I'm thinking, a very impressive feat.
Meanwhile, the family has betrothed me to Russell Brand because he's a lovely sexoholic who can share my clothes.
Hopefully, if I get this waitressing job Im gunning for, Ill be moving into his neighbourhood.
I feel like I'm not only broke thanks to drinking but entirely unproductive. I realised it was an issue when I woke up at 7am thursday and went to get a beer. And my portfolio work looks like an 8 year old's homework as I can't keep my attention focussed long enough to construct a sentence. I've been drunk for two straight months in the country punctuated with an all-nighter pub crawl with Woolly last night. I've only been sober 17 hours and am really nervous and jittery and I have to chew on the side of my cheek and hug my knees to stop thinking about having a drink.
I've always wanted an addiction to be to keep me feeling like I'm occupied. Im not doing nothing, I'm fighting the urge to drink while trying to look like I'm thinking, a very impressive feat.
Meanwhile, the family has betrothed me to Russell Brand because he's a lovely sexoholic who can share my clothes.
Hopefully, if I get this waitressing job Im gunning for, Ill be moving into his neighbourhood.