I'm in a bad mood. And that wouldn't be all that bad if it wasn't for the fact that I've been in a bad mood for the past 2 weeks. It's like a chronic disease. It's always there. Ocasionally, every now and then, I have fleeting moments of happiness, of peace of mind. But, those don't last. I keep returning to this shitty state of mind.
And I have absolutely no reason. But everything puts me in a bad mood. It's not anxiety. I just feel the need to kill a bitch 24/7. Why? I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE.
So, I search for a reason (damn Luna Sea reference) to send someone back throw their mother's ass but it seems that all the innocent lambs of the world, have vanished from the earth. I can't find a poor soul in whom to pour all my anger.
I tried to take it on several telemarketers, but SHIT!! They keep treating me nicely and solving my problems! The fuck is wrong with the universe? That rarely happens in this Godforsaken country!