I arrived from Finncon around midnight last night. I had an absolute blast! I got this hideous mask that covers the lower part of my face, and it's cool. It's a lower part of the skull. I bought books, sold them pretty nicely but now me and my dad must figure out how much money each of us will get because he gave me some books to sell and now ( Read more... )

I know I have been quiet for awhile, but things have been happening. I don't think I have told you, but at the spring 2010 when I graduated from high school, I went to a two-year study (?) in another school, where I would graduate to become a librarian. I stumbled badly at the first year, left almost half of the courses unfinished and had to ( Read more... )

I had a very interesting conversation with my therapist today. It was something I had known, but never truly understood.

First of all, I am getting better. I recognize my emotions, I am far more confident, I actually have some self-worth and I plan for the future for real. This is a very new thing to me and feels weird as fuck.

It's also that I ( Read more... )

I know I have been silent for a long time, (we.., truthfully just at not posting any entries, but...) but shitty things have been happening. Finnish parliament elections which were ohmygod terrible and nightmare-indusing. The fact that my studies which should only be two years long, will be two and half for me. And other little shit ( Read more... )

I have to make a real update right now what has been happening to me. I have posted few entries now in two-three weeks, but honestly saying, there isn't much of news in there ( Read more... )

First of all: Thank you all for yuour kind words. I am feeling a lot better now. Even if I managed to make a fool of myself again. Xb ( Read more... )

I just realized one thing: I am truly scared of hurting someone's feelings. I am now nersous as hell because I think I hurt one of my friends feelings on saturday but I haven't seen her nor had contact to her after that. She hadn't slept well for almost a week and we were in a big company in a bar and she started arguing with her fiancee about ( Read more... )

My dad is in a small cruise right now, (if that's the right word) it's only to Tallinn and back, lasts less than 12 hours. Well, the point is that he promised to bring me chocolate from the ship. I want my chocolate now!

Yes, I am impatient. And that's news to who?

You know, my birthday was on sunday. I am 19 now. Mother made delicious Sacher cake but otherwise, nothing special. It was an okay day ( Read more... )

I have had a shitty month. In more than many ways. Care to hear it? No? Too bad for you ( Read more... )