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I am super stressed right now. PLZ SOMEONE HIRE ME. I need money so I can move out and be even more stressed.
I want pink hair again. And purple. I want pink AND purple. But I have to go Auburn soon, so I can get hired. I srsly think it's ridiculous that weird coloured hair isn't "socially acceptable" in today's society, I mean, really. What century is this? .-.
WANTWANTWANT. I want to bleach and dye and fix my roots and have enough money to upkeep my crazy hair, but I know I won't be able to. And that's frustrating.
BLAH.
I just want a job, any job, maybe two. So I can work my ass off and get a two bedroom with Beck. And just have my own space where I can have sex if I want to, or play music, or sleep naked. I want red, golds and purple in my room. Curtains. Lamps, lots of light. Candles. I just need my own place. GAH.
I need to study, and soon. The CHSPE is approaching. I need to get my birth certificate and learn how to drive and take my drivers test so I can get a job so I can go to school to become an Elementary School teacher. OMFG. I just need to get things done.
Tomorrow is back to job hunting. AND GETTING MY HAIR DONE OR SOMETHING, ANYTHING. Not purple or pink (sad) but an Auburn Red. With more bangs and layers plz.
So many things are in my way, nothing is ever easy. And I need to push past this and keep trying. I hate feeling so discouraged.
I want to do something, but right now I'm doing laundry. Which I guess is a step up from doing absolutely nothing all the time.
I NEED A FUCKING JOB.
I want pink hair again. And purple. I want pink AND purple. But I have to go Auburn soon, so I can get hired. I srsly think it's ridiculous that weird coloured hair isn't "socially acceptable" in today's society, I mean, really. What century is this? .-.
WANTWANTWANT. I want to bleach and dye and fix my roots and have enough money to upkeep my crazy hair, but I know I won't be able to. And that's frustrating.
BLAH.
I just want a job, any job, maybe two. So I can work my ass off and get a two bedroom with Beck. And just have my own space where I can have sex if I want to, or play music, or sleep naked. I want red, golds and purple in my room. Curtains. Lamps, lots of light. Candles. I just need my own place. GAH.
I need to study, and soon. The CHSPE is approaching. I need to get my birth certificate and learn how to drive and take my drivers test so I can get a job so I can go to school to become an Elementary School teacher. OMFG. I just need to get things done.
Tomorrow is back to job hunting. AND GETTING MY HAIR DONE OR SOMETHING, ANYTHING. Not purple or pink (sad) but an Auburn Red. With more bangs and layers plz.
So many things are in my way, nothing is ever easy. And I need to push past this and keep trying. I hate feeling so discouraged.
I want to do something, but right now I'm doing laundry. Which I guess is a step up from doing absolutely nothing all the time.
I NEED A FUCKING JOB.