This was on my tumblr, but I felt it appropriate for here.

[floralunderwear]

 Panic at the Disco. I’m not going to thank you, or tell you guys about how they saved my life. But I’m simply going to write why I follow them, and simply care about them. Why I listen to them for hours on end. Why I give a damn to live.

Panic at the Disco in itself was a brainchild, an inventive band, and despite conflicting views and their

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[hesmagicandmyth]

You kind of make me want to do one of these too.
I just want to write out why I love them.
That way, if I ever get an opportunity to give them fan letters or such, I know exactly what to say.

On a similar note, you think it would be cool to just write Ryan a short note or is it too creepy fangirl?
I'm considering honestly sending him one that's short and simple. Maybe be like, "I just wanted you to know that you inspire me and I appreciate all the clever, matchless creativity you've shared with the world. Thank you for more than you'll ever know. I am looking forward to whatever comes next. Best wishes."

I sent him flowers back on his birthday last year. When I met him much later, I asked if he had gotten them and he was surprised to find out who had sent them and commented that they made him feel like somebody still cared. With this whole TYV hiatus thing, I kind of want to let him know someone here is still in the caring business. I think there's something in Ryan that needs to know he's still relevant and has real fans out there that aren't replying him on Twitter with coke jokes and insults.

[aholelabledlove]

Sorry to comment creep, but awww, you sent him flowers? And they made him feel better?! AWW! You should definitely send him a small letter.

[floralunderwear]

There is def. nothing wrong wit the gifts and notes. I don't find it creepy, acctually, i'm hoping that when I become a musician, people do that for me.

You made me feel all upset for him though. He told you that? He said that "it made him feel like someone still cared" ? Thats horrible. Poor baby. I wish I could comfort him, you know. I just do. I'd love to be able to talk to him and hold him and show him that I still would give my world to him.

[hesmagicandmyth]

Here's where I first met him.
It's ridiculously long, but it has a lot about Ryan if you're interested.
http://hesmagicandmyth.livejournal.com/54778.html

[floralunderwear]

I skimmed it. It sounds lovely.
Thank you for posting that.