dear lj.
I have been very sick. I got into a bout with a gastrointestinal virus which took a huge chunk out of me, and I just didn't really get over it. It's not just the kind of sick where you eat chicken soup, watch South Park, and feel better. it's more like the sick where I've wanted someone to either shoot me and put me out of my misery or I would like to close my eyes until the end of time and have God take me into his heavenly arms. I miss my mom and my home.