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There were a few uncomfortable moments. But I took good pictures. I wonder if I enjoy hurting. In a way it's familiar. But I'm glad I've started to read Geneen's books. I was able to catch myself in a "fat and ugly attack" but unable to diagnose fully since I wasn't about to start crying. I do feel better now. Still not 100%. Whether I'm not willing to deal with it right now, or what.
Mom asked me if I was going to go back to school.
Tonight reminded me of how I used to want to be a DJ. And how I've wanted to do a vlog; most likely cosmetics related. And how much I love photography. I want to be able to take a million pictures without irritating everyone.
Mom asked me if I was going to go back to school.
Tonight reminded me of how I used to want to be a DJ. And how I've wanted to do a vlog; most likely cosmetics related. And how much I love photography. I want to be able to take a million pictures without irritating everyone.