Aug 03, 2005 11:01
The silence is deafening with each exploding epiphany... going off one by one in my mind like fireworks. Pretending never seems to work; because it's only a matter of time before you're jerked right back in to what truth is, reality you see, it's not quite a friend to me today... wrapped in assumptions they strangle hold until I faint... so which one of us is a saint? Are we both liars and are we lying to ourselves? Can you put your past up on the shelf? Will you please learn to be yourself and trust me because I can be your dream... Will I ever win you over or will it just be over before the day's dawning... I will wait here pondering arms folded, guarded, I'll be wandering about and reasoning myself in a circle... unfortunately that's what I do; but you already knew that, didn't you? I'll stop asking questions, I already know the answers, but someday promise me sweet departure- whether it's really only sour just tell me something... I'll relish thee then flee like a martyr to meet my destiny...embellish my skin with yours which will soak me in sin and adorn my life with moments of a wish to be loved... to be your sweet kiss...