Fic; Ache; Lovino-centric; Axis Powers Hetalia

[flor_de_ceibo]

Title: Ache
Rating: M/Soft R
Wordcount: 260+/-
Pairing/Characters: South Italy.
Warnings: non-explicit masturbation.
Summary: Written for the kink meme. A young Lovino deals with the guilt his ache for Spain provokes him.
A/N: Remember, back then, masturbating was a big sin

Comments

Sorry for the anonymous; allow me time to come to terms with myself as well, yes?

[anonymous]

I can't believe there aren't a gazillion comments of love here on this fic because, even back when I first saw it on the Kink Meme, this was one of my favouritest fics ever. It's really short, and the whole thing is one action -- *cough* -- and yet, within such a short amount of time you managed to fit in every precious little gem of Romano's relationship with Spain into it, comfortably, unobtusely. Something about the story makes it so emotional; it's not just about the sex, there's something deeper to it that Romano hasn't come to terms with yet himself. And then that layer of Catholicism, how it seems to bring actual shame and makes you feel so sorry for the poor guy. . . I suppose it helps that you have experience in religion, so you can understand the frame of mind better. . .?

You are a wonderful writer, and I'll say that while I've not read your other fics (to my knowledge) and therefore can't compare them, I feel that you are right to be very proud of this one because it is a nice little masterpiece. This is already the third, fourth time I've read it, and it's still better than Belgian chocolate. Don't tell Belgium.

All the time in the world, my dear anon ♥.

[shini_chii]

In my experience, my favorite fics get less reviews but each one is too wonderful and usually is worth ten reviews. This is the case, too. You will have me flailing in no time.

The feeling that you're going against your God is an awful one; I haven't had to experience it as much, thankfully. I am only guilty when hurting people. For some reason, and thank God for that (oh, the irony), I've never been one to feel guilty about loving someone, or several things the Church tries to make you feel guilty about, but the feeling is an awful one nonetheless. I guess that made it a bit personal.

Thank you for your kind words, really. You make all the nerves I had about de-anoning go away. Icky subject and all, y'know. There were so many things I wanted to show and it makes me glad to know that I apparently could do it, even if the fic is short and like you said, is just one action.

Well, if you've read a fic of mine, it's probably the second fill for the request with Spain wearing glasses. People seem to like that one. Or a Spain/chibi!Lovi on ff.net. Those are the ones people seem to like most. Those are big words, anon. You flatter me and make me wanna flail.

Sorry for the incoherency, lack of sleep and you just made me go gklaendgkla;aegkega, you know.