ok ok let me get started
let me just say that i am having trouble realizing that im actually having to start what i need to do to get a handle on what it is i need. hm... ok so i read heathers update at like seven ish and i kinda just spaced out about how my own decisions and actions have led me to be making 6.50 an hour. ok so i take a shower and im thinking the whole shower that i could be taking the steps that i need... then when i got dressed i justed said fuck it and laid down, but as i tried to wind down after another night of busting my ass to just stay cought up for shit pay, i just couldnt sleep, i wanted to call my baby and have her help me calm down but she was sleeping so i turned on the tube and watched infomercials and then when it hit 8something i realized that i could be at ryans right now getting ajob. so somehow i got up off my ass and i jumped in my car and the next thing i know i had a job, yep i got another job, third shift still and its from midnight to eightAM six days a week, thats forty five hours counting the half hour break everyday, the five hours is time and a half and if i work the seventh day of the week which could change from fri or sat, then its double time... nice. ok so i never said the pay rate. ok, 8.57, yeah yeah its only two dollars and seven cents more but thats enough you know. ok so i did all the math and without taxes its like $407.07, every sunday. yes weekly pay, nice. and if i work the seventh day its another... $137.80, without taxes ofcourse. heres the catch. i start tonight. and something else, i dont get overtime this week cause i didnt work sunday... grrr.... owell and if i just call off work at dennys and work at cardinal and i dont like it at cardinal packaging then i can just go to work tomorrow night at dennys. nice. ok well i feel a little better but im so tired and i gotta get some sleep for my new job. lol, yeah so im gonna go to sleep. i love you and miss you heather.