where am i?
i am in this state of mind right now, not drug induced, not really lackof sleep induced, im looking around me knowing whwat i know and thinking what i think and its strange to me what im living in. Jason is goingto the army for money, i can only suppose he felt something like the way i do now long ago when he made the decision to sign up. i am a
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How would you like it if I went to a party in Kent, that you couldnt go to.
And its not only that, if would be different if I just simply didnt want to go.
But it is because I am not allowed. I wouldnt want to go anywhere you were not allowed to go to. Granted, he is your best friend. But you havent paid attention to him for this long, and I know that is my fault.
Maybe I am selfish or greedy. But excuse me if I dont like the idea of my boyfriend going to his friend's party where there is going to be all these girls he hasnt seen since school, and lord knows they got prettier.
And your house is right next door almost, you can just take a girl back to your house without me EVER knowing. And yes, you will say you will never do that, but with alcohol and god knows what else in you, you would. And that is another thing...he will want to smoke with you or something because it is the last party you guys will ever be at together or something like that. You will do whatever he asks just to show him that you are his friend. I know it.
I just dont understand why you cannot hang out with him with me there, like we used to.
I mean, what do you guys do that you dont want me to know?
I have SOOO much more to say about this, but I am sick of typing.
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