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I hate that Sadie leaves little white hairs all over me every morning before work. but i know its my fault cuz i could just not pet her right???
My period came last night and thank god. cuz yesterday honesly this is what i ate: started with 2 clemintines. then i had some grapes and strawberries. 30 minute slater i had a pb and j. after that i had 3 slices of chesse and veggies quesadilla.SP.? THEN I ATE A JELLO CUP. AND DRANK A WHOLE THING OF GATORADE! at no point was i full. i just kept thinking i want chicken strips or sumin. so i just waite dit out till i got home. where i had 2 bowls of cereal. which is prob. 3 bowls for most ppl. then i had scarmbled eggs with chesse with 2 peices of texas toast. that was all. but it was a paragraph worth of food. get me to the gym!
day before yesterday i had a conversation in which someone said KAMYON! i wantto tell u sometjhing. and then proceded to be too scared to tell me. hmmmm. then promptly said they would tell me sometime when they are drunk...?? what's that about?
my family reunion is next weekend and i haven't gone to one alone since Jr. high i don't think. i'm nervous about it but i know i don't need a friend everytime u know.
i'm procrastinanting on applyinmg to grad school. i even asked some ppl to serve as a reference for me to push me to hurry up with it all. but i totally still haven't done the essays. i dunno why i just can't make myself do them. which makes me wonder if i should even go if i can't write the entrance essays...
i need a new car or a serious overhaul of this one.
charlie and i had a beuaty day. mud masks while watching the alzihemers project and french manicure while watching the day the leeves broke part act 1 and 2. was nice. she ate some chicken pasta thing. i was trying really hard to not eat any of it just cuz i had 2 bowls of cereal already.she made me feel not so bad though cuz she had an easy mac cup too. my face does feel smooth today.
who is teh person you feel the most omfortable around??? like you can just be urself without reservation or a second thought. Mine is charlie. i'm just goofy or boring or quiet or loud. i'm glad i have a best friend. it makes life a lil easier.
do you ever see people on occassion through other friends that you just wish in ur mind everytime that you could be friends wityh that person too. but like u know u guys wouldn't really mesh exactly but at occassional hangouts u think wow i mad ethem laugh or hmm. we had a whole conversation this time? i dunno maybe i'm weird but there are some ppl that i just always want to be real friends with but then don't make the effort or whatever and i am also fine with that cu z i don't think we would acctually mesh that well like in alone hangouts.
late bloomers was cuzt and made me so happy. it wa snic eto be in a rom with ppl all lauughing and enjoying a film that a fellow activist made. she broaugh all those ppl to that room. and a poem from the end of teh movie was read at her funeral which made me cry cuz i didn't know it was in the movie.
john and kate plus 8 blah
i miss my friend nikki.
guess i've written enough. my car is so hot you guys dunno what to do!!!no air! ahhhh!!!