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Dear (hsajldgaL),
Well, I somehow managed to miss Tanya, online, by only three minutes, so I'm going to wait here. She and I talk on the phone every night and I love it; I wish I didn't have to sleep so I could just stay on until it started charging her, again. But, even so, she still needs sleep, and I don't want her getting sick.
She speaks Spanish, sometimes, which I try to get her to do more often, and it sounds so beautiful when she does. But, even when she does, she still sounds like my Tanya; Beautiful, always and forever.
I dream about going to Florida every night, now, which is special, because I haven't realy dreamt in years. I just dream about being with Tanya, and hanging around her friends. I watched movies with her, and we held each other in our arms. Not once in the dream do I look at anyone's face, though. I hope I can come, next month.
I tried going on Gaia, but for some reason, it won't load a single page. =>.<= I guess, I'm sort of taking a hiatus from it, anyways, but I do wish to 'see' my friends, again.
Tanya and I talked about something like me catching her, and it reminded me of this song. It played in my head over and over, after that:
Can you sleep as the sound hits your ears, one at a time?
An unspoken balance here,
Unabridged for so many years,
That I should stare at receivers, to receive her, isn't fair.
Don't worry I'll catch you;
Don't ever worry.
Your arms in mine, anytime.
I wouldn't trade anything;
You're still my everything.
To my surprise, before my eyes, you arrive.
Don't worry I'll catch you;
Don't ever worry.
I'm still breaking old habits, habits when you pulled the wool over me.
I can see everything, everything remembering "jinx removing"
Don't worry I'll catch you;
Don't ever worry.
No need for reminding;
You're still all that matters to me.
=^.^= You're all that matters to me.
Sincerely,
Evan
Well, I somehow managed to miss Tanya, online, by only three minutes, so I'm going to wait here. She and I talk on the phone every night and I love it; I wish I didn't have to sleep so I could just stay on until it started charging her, again. But, even so, she still needs sleep, and I don't want her getting sick.
She speaks Spanish, sometimes, which I try to get her to do more often, and it sounds so beautiful when she does. But, even when she does, she still sounds like my Tanya; Beautiful, always and forever.
I dream about going to Florida every night, now, which is special, because I haven't realy dreamt in years. I just dream about being with Tanya, and hanging around her friends. I watched movies with her, and we held each other in our arms. Not once in the dream do I look at anyone's face, though. I hope I can come, next month.
I tried going on Gaia, but for some reason, it won't load a single page. =>.<= I guess, I'm sort of taking a hiatus from it, anyways, but I do wish to 'see' my friends, again.
Tanya and I talked about something like me catching her, and it reminded me of this song. It played in my head over and over, after that:
Can you sleep as the sound hits your ears, one at a time?
An unspoken balance here,
Unabridged for so many years,
That I should stare at receivers, to receive her, isn't fair.
Don't worry I'll catch you;
Don't ever worry.
Your arms in mine, anytime.
I wouldn't trade anything;
You're still my everything.
To my surprise, before my eyes, you arrive.
Don't worry I'll catch you;
Don't ever worry.
I'm still breaking old habits, habits when you pulled the wool over me.
I can see everything, everything remembering "jinx removing"
Don't worry I'll catch you;
Don't ever worry.
No need for reminding;
You're still all that matters to me.
=^.^= You're all that matters to me.
Sincerely,
Evan